Give ear to  my prayer,

and do not hide yourself from my supplication.

attend to me, and hear me.

i am resless in my complaint..

because the voice of the enemy

because the oppression of the wicked

for they bring down trouble upon me.

and in wrath they hate me.

my heart is severely pained within me...

god ..

hear my prayer... purify me..

mold me into your likeness..

let them see ... let them see

why do you suppose .... we think into things to much...

and by we i mean everyone not just girls ....

sometimes i find myself pondering about life.. and all that it entales!..

So i haven't updated in like a long time.. and yea...

ill be back!

Currently Watching The 300 Spartans By Richard Egan, Ralph Richardson, Diane Baker, Barry Coe, David Farrar see related

not doing much...

i love my new job. it is going great.

working a lot ... which is good..

hanging out with friends and lovein' life.

right now i am watching 300 and wow

can i say that there has never been a more bloody movie ..

umm...

hmmm

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what else should i update about.. not much is going on in my life.

Prayer requests:

if you think of me this wekk or month or whenever you read this .. think of

my great. grandma she was not doing so well....

and some other prayer request that are on my mind that would take to long to type out on a computer.

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Well... there will be interesting topics that will arrise after tonight.. ...

such as PICTURES of our TP stravaganca!!!  (hey did i misspell that)..

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I want someone to tell me what book i should read now.. i am sitting in my room.. thinking about the summer and what i will be doing besides work.. umm nothing..hanging out with friends but what about when they are working... then what.. OH I know .. i ll read.. but what!!!

GOT ANY GOOD IDEAS!!???

Be Satisfied!

Being Satisfied is hard, espically when you are in a place of want.

Over the summer last year... I met with a lot of different people that were in that place and this

poem just stuck out to me and it meant a lot.

"Be Satisfied"

Everyone longs to give themselves to someone,

To have a deep soul relationship with another,

to be loved thoroughly, and exclusively,

But God, to a Christian says,

"No, not until you are satisfied,

fulfilled, and content,

with being loved by Me alone,

with having an intensely personal and unique

relationship wiht Me alone,

discovering that only in Me is you

satisfaction to be found.

Only then will you be capable of the perfect human relationship

That I have planned for you.

You will never be united until

You are united with Me.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,

And allow me to give you the

Most thrilling plan existing,

One that you cannot imagine.

I want you to have the best.

Please allow me to bring it to you.

You just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things.

Keep  experiencing the satisfaction I am.

Keep listening and learning the

Things that I tell you.

You just wait.

That's all.

Don't be anxious.

Don't worry.

Don't look around at all the things that others

Have gotten or I have given them.

Don't look at the things you want.

You just keep looking up and away to Me,

Or you'll miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you are ready,

I'll surprise you with a love far

More wonderful than any

You would dream of.

Until then know that I love YOU.

Wow, that is so powerful. Sometimes I would think, well I do have a relationship with you and I am satisfied with you Lord, but... blah blah blah,.. _____ fill in the blank____

There are things that we long for, things that we want, and the Lord is just telling us.. to wait.

Then when one thing comes along... and we jump all over it.. thinking great this is it... and BAM! nope

or how about with we long for something and it is presented to us.. and then we take it slow and pray to our Father... to make sure this is it.. and turns out it Isn't...MAN! that hurts.. but God is just telling you that wasn't the ONE!!!

"YOU just keep looking up and away to ME, OR you'll miss what I want to show you."

Keep your eyes towards Him, even in the midst or something difficult, and He will Show you!

Praying for all of you!